I Need @ Vacation

Sometime i feel like i need a vacation. I just need a get away route. I often feeled pressured by the world, and often feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. I dont know why but its just how i feel. Its ofter hard for me to go thru a day without being down but i fight hard not to show emotions so i wear my heart on my sleeve like its the neeh w fashion. I wish i could get away to a land where everyone is cool and is full of peace. I often dream of going to the bahamas for vacation i think that would be so nice. To walk on the beach with a gorgeous woman and talk as the sun sets. That makes me wonder how good life could be? Do you need a vacation?

CRY!

Sometime i feel like my best just aint good enough for some people, and knowing that pierces a scar on my heart. I say this cuz i try so hard not to let anyone down and live my life the best way i can but some take that for granted along with me. I usually feel like the world weighs all its burdens upon me. The only reason i am still standing here is because i have a strong background, so still i stand but even thru that i have to cry sometimes cuz crying is like taking your soul to the cleaners to have a the tears fixed and stains removed. But even with that my best is still not good enough for some. I am not ashamed to admit that i cry in some struggles because cuz it sets me at ease to let some emotions out. But to those who cant accept my best i have to move and always remember that you never miss what you had til its gone..... And that you will never be the same without me!

Quincy Vs. DeQuincy

Have you ever felt like there were two sides to you? I often feel like its a battle raging on the inside of me, trying to see who do i expose in certain moments and who do i show most of the time.... See Quincy is the wild side of me Quincy is more outgoing, hard, people person, who is not afraid of anything. While DeQuincy is more of the melancholy, mellow, soft spoken humble, less outgoing person.... I often feel like they are at war with each other instead of working together.... I mean DeQuincy is a side that most dont see cuz when people see your soft side they usually use that as a weakness... And attack but i need both cuz they keep me settle and stable... I love the two cuz they help me to be versatile. So when i ask Quincy Vs. DeQuincy i always want to have both.

W#@t M0$t M!6Ht n0t Kn0w @b0uT M3!!

Are there things that are unique about you that most might not know about you? Well, there maybe alot of things alot dont know about me.. As most people have noticed i am very different from others. I am very unique, outgoing, class clown, and somewhat athletic, but what do you not know about me? Well for one im somewhat emotional but try to hide it in public. I have always been that way, and i believe im that way cuz im so straight forward and honest with them and so willing to offer a helping hand but when im in need of help the aren't many to be found.... Im kinda Like a big teddy bear i love to make people happy and make them feel secure and protected, because when people im around are happy im happy... Another thing most dont know is that im willing to try everything at least thats why i have tried every sport i have ever had a chance to do. But the best experimental sport that i tried was tennis it was fun and i enjoyed it. I have the record for most wins by a black person in school history with two. There are more things that you may not know but not enough time to discuss

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