Jus not good enough

HAVE YOU EVER DON SO MUCH TO MAKE SOMEONE LOVE YOU BUT YOUR ACTIONS WENT IN VAIN CUZ THE PERSON HAD BEEN HURT SO MUCH THEY DIDNT WANT TO TRUST OR BELIEVE ANYBODY? WELL I HAVE AND IM EMOTIONALLY DRAINED FROM TRYIN TO CONVENCE THIS PERSON THAT IM WHERE THEY NEED TO BE I MEAN I WORKED SO HARD TO MAKE THIS PERSON LOVE ME BELIEVE ME AND PROVE TO THEM I WOULDNT HURT HER BUT IM TO THE POINT WHERE I THINK MY BEST ISNT GOOD ENOUGH NO MATTER WHAT I DO I FEEL UNAPPRECIATED NO MATTER HOW BIG OR SMALL THE THING IS I DO FOR THE HER ITS LIKE I HAVENT DON ANYTHING I TRUELY LOVE THAT PERSON BUT SHE DONT BELIEVE ME HELL SHE SAID WORDS DONT MEAN SHIT TO HER BUT I DONT PLAY WITH THAT LOVE WORD NOW IM NOT SAYIN SHE IS MY WORLD OR THAT I CANT DO WITHOUT HER BUT I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE HER IN MY LIFE FOREVER AND NOT AS A FRIEND BUT CHASIN SOMETHING THAT YOU WILL NEVER CATCH IS IRRATIONAL I GUESS I WAS TO BUSY SHOOTING FOR THE STAR THAT SHINED THE BRIGHTEST MISSIN OUT ON THE STARS THAT MY BULLET TOUCHED I HATE TO STOP IMMA RIDE IT OUT FOR A LIL LONGER BUT HOW MUCH MORE DOES IT TAKE FOR A PERSON TO LEAVE? ITS SO CRAZY TO ME WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THAT THEY WANT THE 1!!!! BUT WHEN THAT 1!!! IS IN THEIR FACE THEY DONT PULL THAT PERSON IN!!!! SHE SAYS AT TIMES IF YOU WANNA LEAVE JUS LIKE THE OTHERS THEN GO AHEAD I HATE THAT CUZ SHE COMPARING ME TO THE ONES WHO KEEP HER FROM LOVING NOW IM NOT LIKE ANYONE ELSE IM QUINCY AND I WILL STAY QUINCY AND I HAVE NOT CHANGED FROM THE FIRST TIME SHE TALKED TO ME BUT CAN I SAY THE SAME?