Why should i change?

LATELY I BEEN THINKIN THAT MAYBE ITS TIME FOR ME TO SWITCH A FEW THINGS UP AND JUST CHANGE..... FOR ME AND FOR OTHERS BUT NOW THAT I CAN SEE PAST WHAT I WANTED AND REALLY LOK AT THE PICTURE WHY SHOULD I CHANGE? WHY SHOULD I PLAY THE FOOL? I MEAN THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH HOW I DO THINGS I DONT THINK I MEAN IM TRIED OF BEING IN A DIFFERENT FEMALE FACE EVERY 5 MINUTES BUT THEN AGAIN IM JUS CONVERSING AND SEE THE PEOPLE WHO I CHOSE TO CHANGE FOR DIDNT RESPECT MY CHANGE WHEN THE WHOLE TIME THEY WERE SUGGESTING THAT I SHOULD CHANGE.... I MEAN THEY TOLD ME ONE THING AND DID ANOTHER AND NOW I REALLY WONDER IS THAT WHAT I REALLY WANT? TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO IS SOMEWHAT CONFUSED AND HAS LIFE MISCONSCEWED (MIXED UP) I MEAN I USED TO BE LOST FOR WORDS JUS FOR THE SIGHT OF HER BUT NOW I SEE WITH MY OWN EYES WHAT OTHERS WHERE TELLING ME..... AND NOW IM JUST THINKIN SHOULD I REALLY CHANGE IS THIS WHAT I WANT OR SHOULD I GO BACK TO THE BASICS AND DOING QUINCY AND STAYING QUINCY? I MEAN I WANT TO BE HAPPY AND THATS DIFFUCULT AT THIS POINT AND TIME CUZ I DONT THINK I HAVE FOUND WHAT IM LOOKIN FOR WILL I EVER FIND WHAT IM LOOKIN FOR? OR JUS HAVE TO SETTLE FOR ONE WITH FLAWS? I GUESS I JUS GOT TO ANALYZE AND REVIEW CUZ WITH BLIND EYES SHE SEEMED PERFECT BUT WITH ME LOOKIN AT HER WITH THE NU ME AND WITH NU EYES SHE LOOKS DIFFERENT..... IMMA FIGURE IT OUT I GUESS...... HOPE FOR THE BEST